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(no subject) [Jan. 2nd, 2007|10:02 pm]
sarah p
I don’t usually make new years resolutions because to me they are pointless and no one ever keeps them long enough to actually get a result. This year I decided to make a couple, number one is to keep up with my journal and actually update it more often then I actually do and number two is to go to as many shows this year as I possibly can. I already have two lined up, fall out boy and brand new and I plan on going to three warped shows if I have the money or can beg mother in to paying for it. 17 more days until I see fall out boy and Katie and I can’t wait. I took back my laptop and got an ipod instead, I figured I’d use the ipod more than I actually would the laptop since we can’t seem to get high speed internet serviced to us even though the house a couple doors down gets it? Yeah, its fucked up but hopefully we’ll be moving to mount pleasant soon. Closer to Katie and DSL baby! I started playing Peter again. it’s a pretty awesome place save for a few people but him and Hanna Beth are getting pretty close. He really likes her, he even flew her to nyc for new years so he could kiss her at midnight. Those two are absolutely adorable, I love it but getting back into his frame of mind is still a little challenging and I’m hoping over the next few weeks I’ll get better. I also took Joe back up for Kari, she plays Kelly Clarkson. and we both wanted to play together again since we hadn’t in so long so I took up Joe and joined for her. They made it official last night and are dating! They’re adorable too. I’m kind of thinking about getting back into celeb more than pb, I haven’t decided yet. Well, I’m going to end this for now. I hope every one has a happy and healthy new year, be safe. I love you all!

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(no subject) [Dec. 26th, 2006|06:06 pm]
sarah p
life has been great, christmas actually meant something this year and it was a lot of fun even though I was away from Mom but I think we needed it ya know..we fight way to much. I hope everyone got what they wanted this year, see you in the new year.

sign your life away, here's the dotted line.
goodbye obsessions, hello new love.
drink your vodka laced fantasies.

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(no subject) [Dec. 6th, 2006|04:23 pm]
sarah p
so apparently last week's surgery, he didn't pull my bottom jaw out far enough so i'd have a pete wentz overbite and we don't want that. He knows he can do better so I'm going back in tomorrow for another surgery. Basically, this will be easier since the bones are already cut and not fused back together yet and if everything goes as well as last week I'll be home tomorrow night but I know I wont feel like being online for a couple days b/c i felt like shit after last week so just don't be worried and pray that everything goes okay. I hate hospitals :[
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my stomach is clenched and i want to throw up [Nov. 16th, 2006|03:01 pm]
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Life is so misserable, I don't know what to do with it. School or work? I can't choose. It's driving me insane to the point that I can't sleep and I'm so depressed that I don't want to get out of bed, I literally have to force myself up. I think at this point I'm going to just quit and get a job so I can save up and move to Vegas. Atleast there I will be happy and understood by atleast one person and one step closer to him. I'm sick as a fucking dog and I haven't gone to school in three days, I have to go tomorrow whether I want to or not. I think I can manage a shower and a one hour class tomorrow. I don't know, maybe I'm searching for something I'll never have. Maybe I'm searching for something I'll never need or want after I've had. I tend to throw good things away, ask anyone. I push people out and let in the ones I know I shouldn't. I plague myself with sickness and disease when I know better.

At the time of death, poisons in stomach
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should i trust the postage do to label my heart to you? [Nov. 13th, 2006|09:43 pm]
sarah p
come and go, thats what you do
new hearts back from old
changes appear to be unwritten (best show of my life)
drug induced sleep sounds good (you do too)
blue wristbands against pale wrists, looks are condescending
cuts, bruises and psychos
you are my dream sequence
cloudy skies and diamond stars
goodbye to our dream life...
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(no subject) [Nov. 12th, 2006|11:43 pm]
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